INSATIABLE CRAVINGS
Insatiable Cravings – Episode 132
Subtitle; {Loving You Is A Loosing Game}
TAGS: Age-gap, Mafia, Forbidden Love, Drama, Tragedy and Betrayal.
Settings: United Kingdom, Russia and others.
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~ Genevieve ~
The door clicked shut behind us with quiet finality. It was just the two of us nowโno watching eyes, no veiled threats, no pretence. Just a woman still slightly tipsy on champagne and adrenaline, and the man she loved, who looked at her as if the whole world could bรบrn and heโd still only see her.
The lights were dimmedโDominicโs handiwork, no doubt. Always thinking ahead. Always living in the shadows. But tonight, those shadows felt like ours alone.
I slipped off my heels, exhaling with relief as the dull ache in my feet began to ease. My dress clung to my skin, sticky from the lingering heat of the evening. I turned just as Dominic shrugged off his coatโmovements clean, efficient, but edged with weariness. His shirt was still open at the throat, revealing the slope of his collarbone and the faintest glimpse of his chestโjust enough to make my teeth itch to leave a mark.
โIโm so tired,โ I said softly, stepping towards him.
โThen you should sleep,โ he murmured, his voice thickโweighted with exhaustion, but threaded with something far warmer beneath it.
Oh, sure. And miss one last chance to be close to him before he leaves? Absolutely not.
I reached up and threaded my fingers through his hair. It was soft, tousled from the night, still a little damp near the nape. โThank youโฆ for tonight.โ
His hands found my waist, steadying me, pulling me close. โDonโt thank me. Iโd do far worse for you.โ
And I believed him. God help meโI really did.
There was a pause. Not long. But long enough to feel the shift.
His gaze dropped to my mouth, lingered there for a beat too long before rising againโfilled with something unspoken, something aching. It twisted low in my belly. โDidnโt you just say you were tired?โ he asked, voice half-amused.
โHmm? Canโt seem to recall.โ
For the first time all night, he smiled properly. Not one of those half-hearted ones that didnโt reach his eyes. A real one. Bright. Boyish. Devastatรญng.
โArenโt you hungry?โ he asked. โYou should eat.โ
I smirked. Heโd walked straight into it.
โI am eating.โ I took a step closer, erased the last sliver of space between us and leaned in, brushing my lips to his ear. โRight now.โ
I let my tongue flick against his earlobe. He gave a breathy laugh, but didnโt stop me. In fact, he leaned inโhis frame relaxing under my touch.
โIโm starving,โ I whispered, teeth grazing the place where his neck met his shoulder. He trembled. I smiled, proud of the reaction, and bit downโjust enough to leave a memory. โAbsolutely famished.โ
My fingers slid to the buttons of his shirt, undoing them one by one in a torturรณusly slow rhythm that had him releasing a low, helpless whine. He let me undrรฉss him like it meant something. Like it was sacred. When the shirt finally slipped from his shoulders, he caught my wrists and held them between us, looking at me like I was everything he never thought heโd have.
My knees nearly gave out.
โI love you,โ he said quietly.
Why did he say it like that?
Like a promise. Like a goodbye.
Like it might be the last time heโd ever get to.
He walked us slowly toward the bed, never looking away, his mouth brushing mine in maddรฉningly soft kissesโfeatherlight, almost reverent. I felt every inhale, every slight pause, like he was trying to memorise the shape of me.
When my back hit the mattress, he followed, his weight blanketing mine, one hand cupping my jaw, the other braced beside my head.
He kissed me like I was his anchor. Like I was the only thing keeping him here, tethered to this fragile, dangeroรบs life.
Clothes were shed between breaths and whispers, laughter and low sighs. There was no rush. No frantic fumbling. Just a slow, aching sort of hunger that came from knowing each otherโtruly knowing.
His fingertips trailed down my thigh, lingering at the curve of my hip, tracing reverently along the dips and lines of my body as though I were sacred. His mouth followedโhot, open, worshipful.
โDonโt you dare forget,โ he murmured against my neck. โYou, Genevieve, are the best thing thatโs ever happened to me.โ
โSo are you,โ I breathed back.
We moved together like fรญre catching silkโsteady, consuming, deliberate. His lips found my shoulder, my collarbone, my ribs. He kissed me like I was something precious. Fragile. Irreplaceable.
Every time his eyes met mine, there was that soft devastatiรณn againโlike he still couldnโt believe I was real. Like he was trying to brand this night into his bones.
His breathing shiftedโslower now. Heavier. Like he was trying to rein it in and failing.
I kissed himโopen, urgent, greedy. My tongue brushed his, and the sound he made in return unravelled something inside me.
Dominic gripped my hips tightly, grounding himself in the feel of me. I straddled him easily, knees either side of his thighs, skin sliding against skin as I rocked down with slow, deliberate intent.
His head fell back against the pillows, throat bared, lips parted in a groan. โChrist, Genevieveโฆโ
I smiled against his jaw, mouthing kisses along its edge. โHmm?โ
โIโll dรญe if you keep doing that,โ he rasped.
โMaybe,โ I whispered, dragging my mouth down his chest. โBut what a way to go.โ
He surged up to kiss me againโhungry, desperate. Our mouths clashed, breath catching, tongues tangling. His hands slid beneath my thighs, dragging me closer, urging me to move against him.
โSlow,โ I murmured into his mouth.
โThen stop moving like that,โ he growled.
But I didnโt stop. I moved how I wantedโslow, sensual, like I had all the time in the world. Because tonight, I wanted to remember. I wanted to memorise every tremble, every gasp, every way his body bowed beneath mine.
My hands roamed his chest, down the tense ridges of his stomach. His heart was hammering beneath my palm.
I was breathless. Trembling. So aroused it hรบrt in the most exquisite way. But more than thatโI was his. Entirely. And he was mine.
Dominic sat up slightly, pressing a kiss to the base of my throat, lips dragging warmly against my skin.
โI love you,โ he said, voice raw, hoarse with need. โGod, Genevieve, I love you.โ
I cupped his face and made him look at me. Held his gaze with both hands. โI love you too.โ
And when he slid into me again with one long, slow thrust, I gaspedโclinging to him, forehead resting against his as I tried not to fall apart right then and there.
His hands cradled my hips, guiding me with aching reverence. Our m+aรฑs tangled in the hush of the room. Each movement was a rhythmโa song only we knew. Every thrust, a promise. Every kiss, a vow.
We kissed like weโd diรฉ if we didnโt. Like stopping would undo us.
My fingers wound into his hair as he mouthed along my neckโbiting, tasting, claiming.
โYou feel like heaven,โ he whispered. โYou feel like mine.โ
I was already shaking as I whispered back, โYou are mine.โ
โYes,โ he breathed, voice thick. โAll of me. Always.โ
And when we came, it wasnโt loud. It was breathless. A gasp. The sound of our names on each otherโs lips. The weight of hands clutching skin. The collapse of everything into this one, singular moment.
After, we stayed there. Tangled. Quiet. Our breathing slow. Skin damp. Mouths brushing, not quite kissingโjust being.
And it was perfect.
I pressed a kiss to his shoulder and whispered, โI wonโt forget. So donโt you forget eitherโฆ youโre the love of my life.โ
His breath caught. And then he smiled. That soft, rare smileโthe one he only ever gave to me.
โYes, maโam,โ he murmured, burying his face in my hair.
TBC๐โ๏ธ

