Through The Shadow 3 – Episode 1

#Shredded_Hearts

     Louisa stormed into her office. Tears flowing freely from her eyes as she leaned her back against the wall biting her fingers. Her cheeks has turned red and sour. 

Seon has betrayed her

That Moment she thought he was different from others, the truth just unveiled itself.

 He was only messing around with her. He touched her, he kissed her and impregnated her.

Gosh! She gasped out touching her Tommy with her left hand.

“I’ve ruined my life, I got myself into this mess! ” She cried in regrets.

“Aaarrrghhh!” She shouted pushing down the items on her desk with anger. Clashing and smashing stuffs against the wall and yelling in tears.

    Mrs Dawkins rushed into the office , she’s been drawn by the screams and clashing sounds.

“What’s the problem Boss?” She asked running her hands through the scattered items on the floor.

“get out” Louisa said almost in a whisper.

Mrs Dawkins eyes finally met with Louisa’s and OMG! Louisa is in years .. Holy sh°t! 

Louisa Sullivan is crying?…..

First record in Lintel Company.

“You are in years Miss Sullivan” she stated the obvious. Her eyes still glued on Louisa.

“What is the problem Boss? Is there…

“I said GET OUT!!!!!” Louisa shrieked causing her to squirm where she stood.

“Okay” she burged in fear making a U-turn to the door. “I’ll just send in the cleaner to Clean up this mess” she stated closing the door as she left.

Louisa pulled her hair in Anger. She still can’t process what just happened at seon’s office.

She’s so much in love with seon and she can’t bear the fact that he got her and Andrea pregnant.

She went bitterly. “I ..Love him” she stuttered..

“I love seon and he betra…..” She stopped all of a sudden as her breathe became uneven. She was panting fast and Same time gasping for breathe.

Not here…. Oh no! She held her chest finding it so hard to breathe. She was having a panic attack….

She collapsed on the floor and she fought for breathe.. lying helpless on the floor.

“Help” she faintly spoke out .

“H-help me” she struggled the words out of her mouth…

Just then, the door opened as seon entered. 

“Jesus Christ!” He exclaimed seeing Louisa in such state, lying and gasping for breathe.

He bent over and raised her body halfway on his arms…

“Oh’ God what’s wrong Louisa?” He panicked as he began trembling in fear of the unknown

“S-seon… I– I’m having a pan-nick at–tack” she stuttered.

Seon became sweaty all over. A panic attack? He knows about panic attacks…and the only way to get of it to for the victim to hold her breathe for a little while…

“Hold your breath Louisa…. Relax honey, just hold a breath for a little while and you’ll be fine” he said watching Louisa drag in for air ..

“I … I can’t” she cried faintly…

O’gosh!it’s definitely hard for her to hold her breath when she’s desperately fighting for air…

He has to help her hold her breath, and There’s only one way to do so…

 A kiss!

Without hesitation, he pressed his lips and hers and dragged in her breathe for a little while …

Then, he finally let go of her lips.

Within seconds, her breath started corresponding.. she gradually became herself as she breathe out with ease.

She sat upright from him looking at him in the eyes..

“Why did you do that?” She asked, shoving aside the tuft of hair that fell over her face.

“That was the only way you could hold your breath. When I kissed you, you held on for a little while” he replied smiling smoothly at her.

Louisa felt like smiling back at him, bit she restrained herself. She still hasn’t forgotten what’s on ground.

“T-Thanks” she muttered looking away.

“You are always welcome” he retorted, stretching out his hand to help her up.

“No thanks… I can help myself” she replied non chalantly staggering to her feet.

Seon sighed in defeat. “I’m sorry Louisa, it was never my intention” he apologized in regrets.

“Hmm” she started forward, picking a bottle of water and gulping down the contents into her mouth.

“So you admit you are responsible” she said placing the water on her table, walking over to her seat.

“It wasn’t my fault Louisa … Andr.

“No it’s my fault!” She shot back.

“It’s my fault Seon. Everything is clear now. Everything is fvcking crystal clear.

You walk into my life, mend my cold heart just to make a mess out of it again”  she added, her eyes turning watery…

“Andrea is the cause of it all. Løūïsã please believe me … She dru….

“Now you wanna explain? Why didn’t you explain things up back there with Andrea. That would have been the perfect time to explain” 

Louisa cut in trying to hold back her burning tears.

“Andrea will only make things worse Louisa . Please believe me . Or don’t you trust me anymore?” He asked soberly moving closer to her 

” I thought I did. I thought I trusted you” Louisa blurted out, wiping off her face.

   Those words really melted seon’s heart. He opened his mouth to say something but found no word…

“Leave my office please” she added , pouring out more tears from her eyes. The hurt look on  seon’s Face was wounding her heart. 

She wants him out of her sight. She doesn’t want to look into that his pleading eyes or she might just have another round of panic attack. 

Here’s the man who made her unleash her darkest memories, her worst fears. 

Here’s the man who is helping Candle-Stick through her thick shadows..

Her light in the dark of all times. He has betrayed her, her heart..he has given her more reason not to trust.. cause trust only brings more hurt. 

Once more, she’ll be trapped back in her shadows.

   Seon tried to place those words right. Louisa was sending him out of her office…..

” Louisa I am sorry” he pleaded…

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