INSATIABLE CRAVINGS
Insatiable Cravings – Episode 126
Subtitle; {Loving You Is A Loosing Game}
TAGS: Age-gap, Mafia, Forbidden Love, Drama, Tragedy and Betrayal.
Settings: United Kingdom, Russia and others.
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~ Genevieve ~
Itโs difficult to explain how swiftly time can slip through your fingersโespecially when youโre not expecting it to.
Unbelievably, itโs been a month and a half since I returned to China. I threw myself straight into work the morning after I landed, as if distraction could outrun the weight in my chest.
Both sides of my jobโthe legal practice and the interior design consultancyโhave been brilliant, if unrelenting. I even won another case, my second since becoming a lawyer. A small triumph, but one I clung to like a lifeline.
Currently, Iโm knee-deep in my third case and my workloadโs heavier than ever. Iโm thankful, in a strange sort of way. At least it keeps my thoughts busyโkeeps them from wandering to Dominicโฆ and to that other thing he told me to leave alone.
Only, itโs not working. Not really.
Itโs been nearly two months now, and Bladeโs still missing. The search for him has only ramped up these past few weeks, since Dominic suspects heโs somehow linked to whoever wants to take him down.
Me? Iโm not so sure Blade is the linkโbut I do believe he knows who is. And no matter how often I remind myself of the โevidence,โ some buried part of my mind keeps whispering the same maddenรญng theory: Viktor Valdislav isnโt deร d.
I wish I could let it go. I wish I could obey Dominic, shut it all out, and justโฆ breathe.
But the mind is stubborn. Stubborn, and strong enough to drag me down into an obsessรญve rabbit hole, scavenging through half-truths and coded files, desperate to make sense of shadows.
And I found nothing. Came up completely empty.
Honestly, who did I think I wasโEcho?
Even if she is one of my closest friends, I couldnโt ask for her help. She works for him. The man who ordered me not to get involved. Sheโd help me without question, no doubt, but Dominic would punish her for my disobedience. And I couldnโt live with that.
So now, all I do is stare endlessly at my laptop screen, hopingโfoolishlyโthat a clue might materialise out of thin air.
It never does.
Name: Viktor Valdislav
Status: Confirmed Deร d
Last Seen: Istanbul, five years ago
Objective: Terminate Morozov Line
Again and again, I reread the same damn words.
They never change. The clue never comes. And still, I stay here, stubbornly scanning the screen like the truth might blink at me.
What were we meant to find?
Why lead us here if thereโs nothing?
Is this all just some elaborate misdirection? A ghost chase?
Has Blade led us straight into a dead end?
The questions swirl restlessly in my skull, spinning like leaves in a galeโrelentless, senseless, and aching for answers that donโt want to be found.
Name: Viktor Valdislav
Status: Confirmed Deร d
Last Seen: Istanbul, five years ago
Objective: Terminate Morozov Line
Confirmed dรฉad? According to who?
No oneโs ever told me how he diรฉd. Not Echo, not Dominic, not Dexter, and certainly not Auroraโdespite how many times Iโve asked.
Maybe thatโs because he is deร d. Maybe Blade wasnโt referring to Viktor at all.
But if thatโs true, why was Viktor the one in the flash drive?
Whyโ
A sharp knock at the door jolted me like a live wire. Fear coiled around my ribs as instinct took overโI slammed the laptop shut like Iโd been caught hacking into MI5.
โYouโre acting weird,โ Cora called, stepping out of her room, her tone steeped in playful suspicion as she headed for the door. โWhat, watching p0rn?โ
I grimaced. โBloรณdy hรฉll, Coraโโ
Before I could properly retaliate, she swung the door openโ
โDominic Morozov?โ
โGood morning to you too.โ His voice was light, his smile annoyingly politeโa total contrast to the absolute shock on Coraโs face. โArenโt you going to invite me in?โ
She blinked. Opened her mouth. Closed it. Tried again. Like a stunned goldfish.
โS-sureโฆ w-why donโt you c-come in?โ
โThanks.โ
The look on her face was pricelessโutter disbelief, etched so clearly that Iโd laugh if I werenโt so completely paralysed myself.
I was stunned. Floored. And thenโฆ elated.
Utterly, stรบpidly elated.
I shot out of the dining chair like it had shocked me and practically threw myself into his arms. My arms locked around his shoulders, and I breathed in the scent Iโd missed too bloody much.
โWhat the hรฉll?โ My voice shook with disbelief, my smile ridiculous. โHow are you even here?โ
โI flew,โ he said smoothly, the smirk tugging at his lips making me swat at him lightly. That laughโhis laughโit melted something inside me.
โI missed you too, my Vixen,โ he murmured, eyes locked on mine, voice so tender it made heat rise to my cheeks.
โYou know I missed you.โ
โDo I?โ he teased, voice all charm and dร nger. โDo I know?โ
He leaned in, lips hoveringโso temptingly close to mine. But I placed my hands firmly on his chest. Stopped him.
He groaned under his breath and straightened up, already understanding. Of course he did.
Then he turned to Cora, offering his hand. She stared at it like it was some alien relic.
โDominic Morozov, just as you said.โ
โIโumโฆโ She composed herself, finally shaking his hand. โCora.โ
โAlright then, Cora-with-no-surname. Lovely to meet you.โ
She managed a professional smile. โYou too. Iโve heard a lot about you.โ
โLikewise.โ
Her gaze flitted to me, then back to him. โAll good things, I hope.โ
Dominic nodded. โOh, absolutely.โ Then he turned back to me, and what he said next actually made me gasp aloud. โSo now, if youโll excuse usโIโd quite like to kiss my girlfriend.โ
Cora beamed, retreating into her room faster than Iโd ever seen her move. The soft click of the door locking was his signal.
He didnโt kiss me right away. Instead, his eyes travelled slowly over meโhungry, reverent.
โI thought you had something incredibly important this week. What are you doing here?โ
โI do have something important to do, my Love.โ
โMay I ask what it is?โ
โYouโll see.โ He drew me in, pressed me tightly against him. โBut first, let me kiss you.โ
Not that I was going to protest.
I barely had time to register the look in his eyes before he stepped in, closing the distance in a single breathless moment. One hand curled around the back of my neck, the other slid around my waist, and before I could speakโbefore I could even thinkโhis mouth was on mine.
Hot. Commanding. Devastating.
I gasped against him, my hands flying up to clutch his chest as he kissed me like I was his airโlike heโd been holding his breath for years and could finally exhale into me.
It wasnโt slow.
It wasnโt polite.
It was the kind of kiss that took. That claimed. That carved his name into the deepest parts of me with nothing but lips and tongue and teeth.
His mouth moved over mine with maddening precisionโparting my lips, coaxing me open, deepening with a hunger I felt echo between my thighs. His hand tightened slightly in my hair, tipping my head back, and I whimpered into him, all thought gone. All resistanceโnot that there were anyโburned to ash.
I kissed him back like my life depended on it. Like I had no idea where he began and I ended. Like Iโd dรญe if he stopped.
He tasted like heat and ruiรฑ and something unspokenโsomething sharp and masculine that filled my lungs and soaked into my skin. My hands slid up his chest, around his shoulders, until I was clinging to him, drinking him in like the world outside didnโt exist.
When he finally pulled back, his breathing was ragged, eyes dark and unreadable.
My lips were swollen. My chest heaved.
And yet all I could whisper was, โDo that again.โ
His mouth twitched into the faintest, filthiest smile.
โSay please.โ
โขโข
Whatever this โvery important thingโ was, it was happening tonight. He wouldnโt say a word about it, not even a clue.
So I stopped asking and instead took him sightseeingโdragging him across the city like a tourist. We laughed, wandered, got lost, and somehow it made everything feel lighter.
Now weโre in my car. Heโs driving us back to the hotel where heโs staying, and the night air outside is cool, the city glowing in golds, greens, yellows and blues.
โYouโre seriously not going to tell me what this important thing is?โ I asked, eyeing him.
โNope,โ he said, completely unfazed.
I narrowed my eyes, glaring. Then turned to the window with a huff.
โI promise youโll love it.โ His hand slid over to squeeze my thigh, just enough to make my stomach flip.
โWeโll see.โ
..
Forty-five minutes later, I was in a mid-length red dress, paired with black stilettos. My hair was straightened, sleek down my back.
Dominic was nowhere to be found.
Iโd checked every room in the suite. Finally, I messaged him.
Me: Where are you?
He replied instantly.
Mine: Up.
Up?
Me: Up where?
Typing bubbles. My pulse picked up.
Mine: The rooftop, Love.
I nodded and grabbed my clutch. The hallway outside was silent, polished to a gleam. I made my way to the lift, and by the time I reached the rooftop, a gust of night air greeted meโcool, clean, brushing against my skin like whispered anticipation.
Then I saw him.
And my breath caught.
He was in a suit.
Of course he was.
I started walking towards him and he met me halfway, hand slipping effortlessly around my waist as he led me to one of two chairs.
โYouโre doing the โvery important thingโ after this?โ I asked, sitting as he pulled out my chair. โThanks.โ
โYouโre welcome,โ he said, rounding the tableโthe kind you only see in romantic films, with candles and covered dishes. โAnd no. This is the very important thing.โ
โThis date?โ
He nodded.
โโฆRight. And what exactly is it?โ
My mind was racing. I needed answers before my heart explodรฉd.
โLetโs eat first.โ
โButโโ
โLetโs eat first, baby.โ
Fine. I can wait.
Whatโs a few more minutes?
Right?
TBC๐โ๏ธ

