THE BLUE LOVE
The Blue Love-Episode 20(I love you)
JAJA’s Point Of View
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In just a few weeks, the girlie Jaja has
become lovely lady. The innocent had
become openminded. This changes is
because of Master Benjamin. He had
changed me.
I’m currently staring at myself on the
human size mirror. I am aware of my
beauty but I just realized that I truly have a
beautiful face. I am wearing a silver
backless gown, just like what I have worn
on the auction. It was Master’s idea and
suggestion. My long wavy hair is freely
waving around my back. My natural beauty
has been beautified by simple make up
from the make up artist that assisted me.
Master had won the competition earlier so
as a prize, he choose the one dinner date at
the rooftop. He will just fetch me here in
the beauty salon right here in the main
building of the resort.
“You’re very beautiful, my dear. I’m sure
your lover will love you more.”
“Thank you.” And I hope so. I hope he’s my
boyfriend and he love me. I sighed.
“No, no, no. Don’t be sad. You’re sadness
reduces your beauty. Make your lover love
you so much by giving him your sweetest
smile.” This make up artist is friendly and
talkative.
“Thanks again.”
“Here’s your lover. Oh God! He’s so hot!
Have a good night!”
I turned to face Master who is now
standing outside the salon. He is indeed
looks so hot on his three-piece suit. I
grabbed my satchel from the couch and
then walk towards Master. Thankful that I
can handle my heels, it’s 5 inches!
“You’re getting more beautiful as the day
goes by.”
“Thank you, Master. You look hot.”
“I’m hotter when naked, Jaja. Let’s go.”
He hold my hand and softly pulled me into
the elevator. We’re going to the rooftop.
“Stay still.” Master went behind me and
then a piece of cloth covered my eyes.
Thankful that the make up that was used
to me isn’t easily fading. He guided me
when the elevator opened. He’s holding my
hand tightly. I felt a cold breeze touch my
skin, now we are on the rooftop. I can hear
instrumental songs that’s not too loud.
“Remove your blindfold,” Master command
so I removed it.
I am surprised by the view my eyes is
seeing. The whole rooftop is empty, only
the shed in the middle is there. The shed is
like a galaxy that is full of stars. It’s
shining!
“If you’re not the one then why does my
soul feel glad today?”
Master walk towards me and hold my
hand.
“If you’re not the one then why does my
hand fit yours this way?”
He looked at me, lovingly. He smiled.
“If you are not mine then why does your
heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the
strength to stand at all?”
I smiled. It was the song that we had sang
along in his car.
“I’ll never know what the future brings
But I know you’re here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life
with.”
I saw a group of musicians in the corner,
playing the song.
“I don’t want to run away but I can’t
take it, I don’t understand..
If I’m not made for you then why does
my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your
arms?”
Master give me a bouquet of roses, it is
color blue, my favorite color of a rose.
“If I don’t need you then why am I crying
on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your
name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this
distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream
of you as my wife?”
Did he really dream of me as his wife or it
is just a part of a song that he sing without
a meaning?
“I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life
with
And I wish that you could be the one I die
with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my
home with..”
He looked at me, straight into my eyes.
“I hope I love you all my life.”
Flabbergasted! He didn’t sing it. He said it!
He really said it! But he said ‘I hope’. Am I
hoping too much?
“I don’t want to run away but I can’t
take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does
my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your
arms?”
I felt my tears is coming out so I look up,
trying to stop it. Did he really say he love
me?
“‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so
strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray
for the strength to stand today..”
He hold both of my cheek and wiped the
tears running down on it.
“‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong
or right,” he whispered. He didn’t sing it
again.
“And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side.” He
held my hand. “Sing with me.”
“I don’t want to run away but I can’t
take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does
my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your
arms.”
I hugged him very tight. “Master, are you
making fun of me? It is not a good joke
because I am taking it seriously.”
“I love you,” he whispered into my ear.
“Take it seriously, I am not joking.”
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THIS NIGHT is the happiest night in my life.
Master had confessed his feelings to me
and that dinner date is super romantic.
There’s a time that he’s the one who’s
putting food into my mouth and vice versa.
Now, we got out the building and decided
to walk on the seashore. We use our bare
feet to walk while we are carrying our
shoes and heels.
We are holding hands while walking. The
seashore is empty, so it is our solo night.
We sit on the sand and faced the sea. It
was pitch black and a silver color of moon
reflects on it. Very romantic view with your
lover.
We are not official yet. He said he’s going
to undergo into courting like every man is
doing. I have no choice, even I want to be
his girlfriend as soon as possible, I can’t do
it. He said he want to prolong his courting.
Master hold my hand and his one hand
wrapped around my shoulder.
“I haven’t prepared for this night. If I did,
you should wearing my company’s special
jewelry,” Master said.
I feel proud but uneasy. “Master, am I really
that important? Do you really trust me to
give me that jewelry?”
“You’re important, Jaja. I trust you. You’re
the only one that made me like this. I
trusted you with all of my heart, I know
you’re not a kind of lady that is taking
advantage to my weakness.”
“What is your weakness, Master?”
“My heart.”
Heart? “You have a heart disease, Master?”
Master laughed. “No. My weakness is my
heart. You think I am strong and stiff?
That’s my physical appearance but I am
soft here.” He pointed his chest where the
heart is.
“You’re like a boiled egg, Master.
Hard on
the outside but soft inside.”
“Indeed. I tried to control my heart’s will
before. I said you aroused my desire
before, right?”
I nod.
“It is not just desire you have awaken. It is
also love. I tried to deny it so I became
brutal to you. I am afraid of being hurt
again so I limit myself.”
“Have you been hurt before, Master?”
Master didn’t replied so I look up to him.
He’s staring at the sea. “My ex-girlfriend,
her name is Olga. She’s my best friend
since we were kids. She’s my sweetheart.
Our relationship last long for 9 years but
she cheated. I was about to propose a
wedding to her when I caught her cheating
on me. It’s been a year since we parted.”
“Sorry to hear that, Master.” I feel sad for
Master’s misfortune towards love. I feel
angry to Olga, Master is perfect but she still
cheats.
“Strange. I should feel crestfallen now but
no, I don’t feel anything.”
“What do you mean, Master?”
“Every time that I remember my ex, I
always feel sad and regret. But now that I
have thought of her again, I feel nothing.”
I am speechless. He look at me and smiled.
He cupped my cheeks.
“And it is because of you. I found the right
lady for me.”
His face is slowly getting close to my face.
He’s going to kiss me. I closed my eyes and
waited for his lips touch mine.
The kiss deepened and his hands roved
around my body, feeling it. He pushed me
down the sand using his lips and his body.
He’s now on top of me.
I felt his one hand caressing my b*obs so I
moan with pleasure. I missed this. We’ve
been kissing and feeling and touching each
other’s body when someone shouted from
somewhere.
“GET A ROOM!”
Shocked. We quickly parted away. God!
We’re almost making out on the seashore!
“F--k!” Master cussed.
“GET A ROOM!” Another shout from
somewhere again. I think this man is
watching us the whole time and making
fun with us.
“MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, F--K
YOURSELF!” Master also shouted,
frustratedly.
I laughed hard. Master is pissed
To be continued
EPISODE 21
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